nikki_nee_chan

" We are not 7... we are one!" by Wooyoung...






Why leave? Why think that you were not a good leader?! When thousands of ppl think the opposite?!





Jay, babo ya!!!!  바보!! Wae?? WAE???!!!

I love these quizzes or wtv you wanna call them XD
So here goes one more, 'k?! ^-^

1. Story behind your LJ Layout?
Bah.. it's waiting for me to learn HTML or to ask someone that knows.

2. What's bothering you right now?
How am I going to get money to buy new sneakers and to go to the hairdresser...

3. Do you close the door when you pee?
Usally yes... my little brother has the amazing tendency to go in the bathroom everytime I'm peeing!! Or taking a shower or wtv!


DESCRIBE YOUR:

4. Wallet?
It's brown and full of air XD I need money!

5. Wallpaper on your computer's desktop?
TVXQ!!! I'm supporting them right now! Hwaiting!!!

6. Background on your cell phone?
An anime girl.... (my userpic actually!)

7. Jewelry worn daily?
My cross necklace!

8. Where your default icon was taken?
OMG I dont know!! Do you??!!

9. Eyes:
Green with a little bit of grey...

10. Life?
Right now... ultra boring!

11. House:
Apartment... nothing else to say XD

WHAT ARE YOU:

12. Doing this weekend?
This weekend I'm taking care of my little brother... like always!! I dont have a life!!! I live for him aparently!

13. Wearing:
my dad's boxers and a black t-shirt ^^

14. Wanting?
Right now I want.... something to drink I'm thirsty!!

15. Where are you?
My bedroom

16. Listening to?
Breathe by G-dragon

17. Have you ever kissed anyone named John?
Nop

18. What do you smell like?
I smell like....... I need to take a shower!

19. Eating?
A banana! I love bananas! XD

20. Besides your bed, what is your favorite thing?
My teddy bear ^-^

21. Do you believe in a soul mate?
Yes

22. Do you sleep naked?
well, when its really hot I like to sleep naked but I cant because of my brother XD

24. Do you believe dreams come true?
Some, yes!

25. Do you believe in miracles?
Depends on the miracle!

26. Do you burn easily in the sun?
not really

27. Do you speak another language other than English?
Portuguese, spanish, a little bit of french and german (but very little), some stuff in japanese and a little bit of Korean...

28. What's something you wish you could understand better?
Korean at the moment!

29. What did you do last weekend?
I went to se G.I.Joe with Kuro-pin!! ^-^ Haven't seen him in ages! Missed him so much! We ate sushi!! sushi suki!!!

30. Who do you miss?
My friends!

31. Have you ever been in a beauty pagent?
No o.o

32. Orange or apple juice?
Both lol

34. What was the last instant message you received?
"Wanna go party tonight??? XD I bet you can't like always!!" (They love to make fun of my miserable life XD Great friends! LOL)

35. Last text message you sent:
"STOP MAKING FUN OF MEEE!!! *pokes eye* You know I can't! why ask??!!"

36. Last time you ate a home grown tomato?
Last month at my cousins house in Alentejo ^-^

37. What is the closest thing to you that is blue?
My notepad

40. Whose house did you go to last night?
mine... O.o

41. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital?
I dont remember...

42. Do you like someone right now?
Yes... but I have no chances with that person... I lost my chance way back when I was a coward to tell that person how I really felt!

43. What do you wear more?
Jeans and sneakers

44. What is the last movie you watched?
G.I.Joe!!! Really cool!!!

45. Have you ever heard of the band Our Lady Peace?
No... *goes check* OOH! THEY ARE COOL!!!!

46. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?
My ex bought it for me... dont know where XD

47. Coach Purse or MLB game tickets?
MLB Tickets!

48. Do you believe that you can change someone?
depends on the person and in what you can change her in to.

49. Do you want someone you can't have?
Yes T-T

50. Who do you tag?
Does someone even come to this livejournal??!! I dont tag ppl! its useless!


DONE!! THERE! YAY!

Your Boy Side:

[x] You love hoodies
[x] You love jeans.
[x] Dogs are better than cats.
[ ] It's hilarious when people get hurt
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[ ] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hot Wheels cars as a kid.
[x] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[x] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[x] You watch sports on TV.
[x] Gory movies are cool.
[x] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[x] You like going to football games.
[x] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[x] Sports are fun.
[x] Talk with food in your mouth. [sometimes it happens out of our own will ^^"]
[x] Wear boxers.

Total: 19


Your Girl Side:
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[x] You love to shop.
[ ] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[ ] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[x] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[ ] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[x] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total: 9




 A total tomboy!!!! XD

This was another drawing I did! I tried a non-anime drawing... cartoonie kinda XD
It didn't come out that bad but it's not good either LOL
But I like it ^-^

I had to do this one... I was without internet... so damn bored and pissed off because I tried everything for the internet to come back and it didn't so I had to draw to... steam out sort'a speak...
I saw this drawing somewhere but I changed it a little bit because I dont remember the original one XD
Its M.A.R.!! Or, suddenly realized it could also be A.R.M., R.A.M., AND .N.A.P... (M stands for Monica, A for André and R for Rute... N for Nikki, A for Andoro and P for Pym (cause Rutto is also caled pym sometimes XD))



*click image to make it bigger, 'k!!!!???*



So yeah... is it cute?? Like Andoro said... he's being "rapped" by two girls! How awsome is that!!??!! XXDD

I'm trying to improve the look of my livejournal and trying to come here more often... but no one comes here!!!!! So why even post stuff!!!???

 

So... how to improve this thing??? make it... better looking... XD
I have nooooo idea!!! Need help!!! And patience!!! XP

I make really smal posts, don't I ?? lol

And I laugh to much of myself (maybe because I know I'm not funny... such a LOOOOSER XD)

I gotta go... make dinner... or mommy will be mad at me when she gets home ^-^


See ya peeps! Rock on! *smirk*


PS: I need new Mood thingy's... but how do I do that!!!??? Without having to pay or anything like that!



 

Oh yeah baby!! Ok so it's not THAT much but I had 15!!

Internship - 17
internship report - 13
Seminars - 12.8

Which makes 15!! Oh the happiness! I wasnt expecting that! I would be happy with an 11! But I'm super happy now!
 

New friendships are as special and meaningful as old ones!

This is a drawing I did of two of my new dearest friends ^^



That's Rutto-chan, Andoro-nii-san and myself... I'm singing (and we all know I sing badly XP) and Andoro-nii-san is trying to hear me (poor thing lol) and Rutto-chan is enjoying it (I guess she's as crazy as me XD)

Maybe you can's see it but I'm singing ~La La Blurh La La~ XD like I said "CRAZY"!

I really like this two, even though Andoro-nii-san isn't paying attention to me anymore T_T

YYAAAYYY!!! Ureshiiiiiii!!!!
Why am I happy?.... HI-MI-TSU!! ^^

Oh I found this drawing the other day... it makes me smile all the time... especially what's written behind! XP



It was when I was sick *and hurting!!* and it means a lot to me what was written...
I have two more drawings that make me smile... well, one makes me laugh actually XD

I wanted these other two, but Luna has them... I hope she didn't lose them!!! *worried face*
I have to talk to her!! She has to give me those drawings so I can, at least, have a copie of them!


Nothing much to say today!
But I'm writting here, right??!! Not forgetting you LJ *big smile*

See... this is how I am!! I tend to forget this things!  Poor livejournals... oh well...

So, what to talk about...Oh, I've recently realized that I have grown (mentally if you may call it that way) a little bit...
And I have realized that something (or, probably, someone) is missing in my life...

First I thought that this feeling would go away by "ignoring" it.... DIDN'T WORK! So I tried to "avoid" it, I mean, I recognize the feeling is (was... wait, no, still is) there but I thought it was something else... and it's not!

I've also been thinking that I should have risked a little bit... I should have acted like a grown up girl and I didn't ( AND NOW IT'S TOO LATE!)!!

But I'll try to cope with it! I know I miss her... and I know that if she doesn't say shit to me I should say something to her but it's always hard because I know I hurt her (right?! o.O) so I really can't talk to her properly anymore... not like I used too! She used to mean a lot to me and now she means a lot to me in a different way...

This new school made me realize a lot of things and a lot of my fears are now "exposed"... and I don't like it...
New friendships that make me realize that I have a lot to change in my way of living life... but doing my best... 'll try to talk to her (or at least see her!!) more often. Because she is special to me and I wished I was special to her



* fantasy below *
      (/ToT)/             \(ToT\)
missed you!!       me too!!

I think this is my third... no, wait... fourth livejournal... I tend to forget my username or password a lot and since I'm veerryy lazy I just do another one ^^
I will surely forget about this one too but let us enjoy while we can!! Even if I don't know what to post I can just insert random words and tchadam, I will have an Entry... XXDD
OR I can be a brave girl and post some of my poems or drawings or even fictions XP... who knows...





 Ah well, I guess that's it...

 Nothing more to say, I think...